I Drown.........

Every time I see you, I stumble n fall down.....

Every time I hear you, I get glued to the sound,

Every time I talk 2 you, I blabber like a clown...

Every time I think of you, I need you to be around,

Every time I see you smile, I forget how to frown….

Every time I  see you come, my heart beats up loud,

Every time I feel you near, my mind rushes up n down….

Because every moment and every time, in your love I seem to drown!!

Let Go......

Clinging on to the memory,

Which I don’t want to let  go….

Hanging on to the tree,

Which is slipping off in a movement so slow….

Holding on to the summary,

Of our story which is all I know…..

But now,

I wanna let go,

I wanna go with the flow,

Taking my steps real slow,

Living my life on my own….

With no shadows of my past on the show,

I wanna shun them away somewhere deep below,

In a box where they’d never grow,

Die eventually when they start to mellow,

Before they stop me from moving fro…….!!!!

Suffering.....

Suffering in the Silence, 

In the cold of night....

Suffering in the Silence,

When the lights fade out....

Suffering in the Silence,

When nothing seems right....

Suffering in the Silence,

When there's no way out....

Suffering in the Silence,

When there's no one in sight....

Suffering in the Silence,

When there's nothing to seek out....

Suffering in the Silence,

In the silence of the night.....

Suffering in the Silence,

With the pain from inside out.......!!!!

Why did I..................................??

Why did I want to call out your name when I was scared?

Why did I want to be near you when I was in despair?

Why did I hope/wish to hold you when I was under fear?

Why did I want to cuddle you when you were not even near?

Why did I feel for you were nowhere?

Why do I miss you when you are not here?

Why do I hope for you to be somewhere near?

Why do I wait for you when I know there’s nothing left for us to adhere?

My first Rain with You……

Life got a new feeling that night,

The moment was beautiful, and Everything felt so right……..

Life got a new reason to smile,

With you by my side, everything seemed so worthwhile…..

Life got a new season to relish,

Drenched in the droplets was the moment for me to cherish….

Life got a new meaning ,

Dancing with joy, my heart had this feeling……

Life got a new horizon,

When thinking about you, turned my cheeks in shades of crimson…..

And…..my Life got you,

In this first rain, everything seemed so new……

And the lightning in its lilac hue,

Made the moment beautiful for me and you!!!